LostAngelSenior Contributor
crying, listening to music,saying plainly how I feel on facebook to family to special someone
hi first I am safe second I poured out my chest to family and special someone,third,I just zoned out while listening to music,feeling tired and emotionally triggored,today I tried reaching out to almost all family after I was behaving dramatic on weekend,kind of still zoning out while typing I am safe but just my brain wants to shutdown,first from keeping feelings and fears inside and soldiering on with it,possible depression,past traumas,being triggored by current circumastances emotionally,isolated but trying so hard and then the tiredness of letting things out that I kept to myself,mind you I probly havnt let things out in the wrong way,I dont want to talk now,go to bed and sleep possible disasociating,possible paronoia,self sabotaging relationships,past grief issues jut yeah going to bed to sleep tired