LostAngelSenior Contributor
I need to ask questions about mental health symptoms
hi everyone Im starting to wonder whats going on with me is it possible all this stress has caused me to be manic or bipolar or obsevive complusive,anxiety ? I mean is it common with bipolar to find yourself shaking with fear and anxiety,overthinking and not being able to regulate your own emotions and is bipolar or something easily cause you to get so angry that your swearing and then at other times you withdraw stayng in your room or bed ? could it be Im putting way too much stress on myself to find a relationship and its causing my mental health to go down hill maybe at times manic and other times depressive ? is it possible that overthinking about subject is causing me to be paronoid or am I being paronoid for saying this now,maybe everything my minds thinking is wrong or most things due to the amount of stress Im putting on myself I think its time for me to check the facts fact one I met someone whom I liked and got physical with,fact two I was very close to the guy at times and other times I dint let him close to me Ive had times of feeling physically cold,Ive lashed out swearing at my family,Ive withdrawn or felt like Im bothering my family too much,Ive slept alot ,Ive mainly had trouble regulating my emotions,Ive had thoughts of suicide when feeling sulky in my room or in bed,I tend to lay awake thinking,Im so hard on myself for things that arnt in my controll,is it possible feeling infatuated by someone caused a manic state