Orchid Casual Contributor
The numbness of my "life"
I'm so unmotivated, I get up every day and go through my life on automatic mode. I don't like they way my meds make me feel numb. I don't know what the point of going on is... I think no one would miss me if one day I just dissapeared.
When I don't take my meds, I'm over emotional and cry all day. When I do take them, I'm like a walking bot... Hate this life, why me?