Centaurs attempt at a new life

Well I'm here if you want some company @The-red-centaur Iknow I do. You been OK today? I hope you've stayed safe for me

Well shit @The-red-centaur you haven't had a good day then uh? You get some rest then while you can and we'll catch up tomorrow yeah?

Hello friends @saltandpepper @The-red-centaur @wellwellwellnez @SJT63

I'm sorry you lost your biggest account S&P, that does suck. I guess any losses moving forward aren't gonna seem that bad? Dunno, again I'm sorry. Sorry your heavily sedated Centaur, that sux too although I've just taken something to calm me down having been to visit my boy in hospital. We're a mix of sorts hey :face_with_rolling_eyes:

On a brighter note have you seen the moon? Fabulous ❤️

That is one way to look at it I suppose @Anastasia ugh I don't know, it's my own fault. Did what I needed to do to get through a shitty time but it came at a price I guess. Hey if you're around for a chat do you wanna jump over here Help. Please. That's where I tend to post. I don't wanna chew up @The-red-centaur's thread--I'll just tag you over there actually @Anastasia

@saltandpepper and @The-red-centaur - you are both amazing.

Hope you had a good rest last night @The-red-centaur

Thanks for checking in @The-red-centaur

It kind of sounds like they have a plan of action and are taking steps toward that. And I think that yes, try to trust the process, you've got nothing to lose and everything to gain.

I'd like to know if you have a third party involved in the decision making here, a friend, relative, trusted GP or psychologist/psychiatrist?

Getting rest can make a lot of difference in how our minds operate. Try to allow your mind and body to have a break here for the next few days. When the thoughts and feelings come up, acknowledge they are there but try telling yourself that you're not ignoring those thoughts, but you need to rest and come back to those thoughts in a few days.

I am glad to know you're feeling/thinking more logically today. For a long time, I battled with this: Thinking that if I had control over my thought process and functioned in a more positive and healthy manner, it somehow meant I was denying all the pain from the past, and that felt wrong to me. Now, I realise being in a stronger/healthier mindset doesn't mean I ignore the past or deny those feelings. It actually means I can finally truely acknowledge the past and work on healing those wounds. Not erase, not forget, but find a way to coexist with my past. I don't know if that's something that's bothering you as well, feeling like if your mindset gets healthier it's somehow denying those feelings. I just want to reassure you that's not the case. We can acknowledge those feelings without allowing them to become consuming.

But before any of that can happen, you need to rest. You've put yourself through a Hell of a lot lately, so just rest for now.

Will be thinking of you @The-red-centaur

Just checking in @The-red-centaur hope you're doing ok mate