Something to Look forward to !

So I had an awesome realsiation the other morning . I looked back to a time in my life when I was happier......( Depression truly sux! ) and I realsied it was when I was with a certain Ex.... no it wasnt the Ex that "made me happy" it was that I was alive and wanting to do stuff..... I had something to look forward to....... So Ive started reconnecting to a couple of things that used to feel good.

reminds me of an article I read a while back about getting kids to eat new foods.... gotta keeep trying and not give up on one or two goes.....to see if the neurons spark up in my body which means doing it a few goes. and seeing how I feel. .... So im not swinging off the chandeliers yet however Im getting a change of scenery.....something is moving... even from thought to action .... . I wouldnt say Im consistently happy yet however there are moments of feeling content..... Its kinda goood to ahve discovered this clue about life.... Something to look forward to......