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What’s next?

Bellarose75Senior Contributor

What’s next?

Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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Thanks @Lee82 I hope you’re ok. I’m in hospital. ❤️

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Hey @Lee82 Lovely to see you Hon

I am not on school holidays for another week - I am completely exhausted but have to keep pushng through for 5 more days 😴

The fur babies are pretty good - Cat has been unwell the last couple of days but hoping it is just a tummy upset - she hasn't been eating her usual bscuits at night - so it might also be a teeth issue - will see how she is by tomorrow and if she is still not eating properly I will be off to the vet with my beautiful girl.

Toby and Clover continue to amuse me - chasing each other around the house and playing together. I think she has been good for Tobes - he always wanted to play with Cat but she would not have a bar of him - so now he has a little sister to annoy (love) 👍

Nothing as yet planned for the holidays but rest - then planning for next term - everything else can wait. I need recovery time and won't be able to do much until I have had that for a while.

You must be really frustrated being at your Mum's still but I am certainly happy you are safe. If you do not feel you can go to hospital for a time then it seems being at your Mum's is the best option for now. Hugs and hugs sweetie

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Thinking of you both and missing you @Bellarose75 and @Lee82

Hoping you're both coping...

Sending 💛💙

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Sending you love and hugs @Bellarose75 @Lee82 💐💐💕💕🤗🤗

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Just a quick pop in to say that I have been thinking about all my beautiful friends here. I am so sorry I haven't been around. Been a truly rough month and I have been in hospital. I haven't been able to use my phone for a long time. I hope everyone has been doing ok. I hold you all close to my heart and think of you everyday.
sending you all love and hugs ❤️❤️
@Bellarose75

@Anastasia

@Zoe7

@Eve7

@NatureLover

@Emelia8

@outlander

@Bunniekins

@Shaz51

@Sans911

@Faith-and-Hope

I am so sorry if I have forgotten anyone. My meds have really screwed up my brain.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Izzy I have been extremely worried about you. I have been thinking of you every single day praying and hoping you are doing ok.
I miss my BFF so so much.
I bought myself a mug and I call it the izzy mug. I use it everyday and it just makes me feel a little closer to you. Know that I will never ever stop thinking about tou. I will always be here for you and I will ALWAYS love you 3000.
@Bellarose75 💖💖

I wrote your name in my mug. 💕

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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My very dear friend @Lee82

It's so good to see you!!!

I am so sad and so sorry you're in hospital and things aren't good. I have you in my heart and believe that a turning point will come for you. Stay strong beautiful girl ❤️

Hugs to @Bellarose75 too, you are also on my mind 💕

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Hey beautiful. How have you been? How has your boy been?
I have missed everyone here so very much. It's like a part of me has been missing.

@Anastasia

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Emelia8Senior Contributor

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@Lee82 @Bellarose75

Been missing you both very much.

Thanks for your update @Lee82 and sorry to hear of hospital stay. Hoping its a worthwhile exercise in the end, even if it may not seem that way right now. Hope your delightful boys are well.

Emelia 😊💖

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Hey gorgeous how have you and little Holly been? I'm so sorry I am out of the loop with everyone's news. I hope you have been coping well my friend.
@Emelia8 💕💕

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