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What’s next?

Bellarose75Senior Contributor

What’s next?

Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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Bellarose75Senior Contributor

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Would much rather say goodbye then goodnight. It's so very hard right now.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@Bellarose75 It is so hard to hold on when things are so hard but we are here with you Hon - holding your hand, listening and holding onto that hope for better days to come

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Bellarose75Senior Contributor

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@Zoe7 , thanks sweetie I guess I was and still am feeling a bit sulky and sorry for myself. When we had our sh*t together daily life would have been a challenge on 3/4 weeks of about three hours sleep a night, now with the mess I am in daily life just seems impossible. Thank you for being you and hearing me last night. Hope you have a good day with the kids. ❤️

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Nothing is impossible Hon - just feels like that when we are struggling @Bellarose75 I said this earlier to another member - just getting up and acknowledging how hard yesterday was is a positive - having the self awareness to know what you are struggling with and being able to acknowledge that is both brave and courageous. It does not make facing today any easier but it does help to know you have gotten through another day despite all the pain and difficulties you have faced - give yourself credit for doing that and also for reaching out for support - we do know life can feel very dark but finding a little light amongst that darkness when you can and focussing on that can help you get through another day ...and of course we are sitting here with you and continuing to hold your hand

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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@Bellarose75 💐🌹🌻

@Zoe7 🙏💞🐾

@Lee82 🎁❣️🌻

@Emelia8 🐶🌹❣️

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor

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Beautiful @Bellarose75

I see you sweet Bella 💞🙏

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Bellarose75Senior Contributor

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What did I do to deserve someone as special as you and @Zoe7 that I get to call you both friend @Anastasia Thank you very much for your words and pics ladies.

@Lee82 , babe missing you so very much amd hoping that you are doing ok. Check in when you can, bestie vibes are disturbing right now. I love you 3000 to infinity and beyond Always and then some more. ❤️

@outlander , @Emelia8 @Bunniekins @NatureLover @Schitzo @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Clawde @Sans911 @Eve7 @Maggie @Judi9877 @Former-Member @Shaz51 and everyone else passing through today. If you are celebrating I hope you really enjoy your time and if your not I hope you can still find a little sunshine and peace in your day.

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Bellarose75Senior Contributor

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Hey beautiful @Emelia8

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Emelia8Senior Contributor

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Nice to see you @Bellarose75 and please pass on a special hug to little Kimmy from me please.

I am not celebrating anything today. It will be my second Mothers Day without my Mum. So the day seems to be cruelly emphasising just how much I have lost over the past 18 months ... the two people closest to me. So it is another sad day here.

Bella, I hope you manage to get through your mothers day activities the best way you can. And that there is some enjoyment from it all.

Sending you love, best wishes and a big squishy hug. Same for you dear @Anastasia . Missing you @Lee82 .

Emelia 💕🤗

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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@Bellarose75 @Zoe7 @Anastasia @Emelia8 @Lee82 ..... everyone else passing by here today 💐☕️💕

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