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Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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Oh @Anastasia . I wish there was something I could say or do to help hun. Distraction is a great tool. No I haven't seen amazing grace. Are you enjoying it?

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Chatting to you helps more than you know xxx

I do enjoy it but tonight I'm crying, sad episode @Lee82 and I guess I'm sooky.

Wish I could tell you some good news, trying to think of some, ummmmm I've joined a gym 🙂 been going twice a week, either Pilates, yoga, hiit so far.

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I'm so glad to hear that my love.
having a good cry can be very therapeutic hun so nothing wrong with that at all.

wow @Anastasia that is fantastic. Well done babe. That is amazing news. How do you feel after your sessions? Do you feel going to the gym helps?

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Thank you @Lee82 🙏🌹

You're so beautiful, I can tell you are genuinely excited for me ❣️ I wish I could give you a squishy hug right now. Yes it helps, it gives me a distraction. I know it helps my mental health too but at the moment I have to remind myself of that. In time it will be apparent. For now I just keep up the commitment I've made to myself but I look forward to the drive behind going to come. It will, baby steps 🙂

I feel amazing after 🙂

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I truely am. It is so wonderful to know that it makes you feel so great afterwards. The drive will definitely come for you and when it does it will be like second nature to you.
I would love nothing more than a squishy hug right now but unfortunately I have a terrible terrible cold at the moment so might not be a great idea. 😷😷
@Anastasia

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Oh you poor thing, head colds are the worst. Well I am sending you a zillion cyber hugs and well wishes to send that nasty cold packing!!!

Here is your very own Feel better care package, and some flowers to cheer you up. Hopefully they will have you 100% in next to no time @Lee82 🙏🤞💐

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Naww you are so sweet @Anastasia thank you. Just have to wait for the care package to load.
Now that I have this cold everyone is staying away from. Me even more. 🥺

I hope it's better by Friday cause Mr9 has his practice footy match on and I really would like to go and watch him.

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Oh I can imagine @Lee82 everyone is paranoid now if someone so much as sniffs. I'm so sorry, I have faith in the care package...it will work. You will be there cheering him on 🙏 how exciting Mel, I bet he can't wait 💕

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I haven't had a chance to talk to him about it much but I would say he is very excited. He had training tonight. His friends Mum took him and it has been raining all day I can imagine he would have come back full of mud....lol

@Anastasia

What are your plans for tomorrow? Are you still watching amazing grace? Do you recommend it?

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Oh gosh @Lee82 it brings back muddy memories 😃

I'm in the office tomorrow, massive day. Two meetings, lots of projects that I'm working on at the moment, big ones that set the year up. I like it but hard to focus at the moment.

Amazing Grace has finished. Yes I like it. Bf doesn't, lol. That's ok. I still watch it 😃

Have a look at your care package, it's arrived...hopefully some treats to get you well beautiful Mel. You'll want to be playing footy yourself on Friday 😃😂

My phone is about to turn off and my charger is in my room so on that note I will say goodnight. I have loved chatting to you like this, it's been a long time Mel so was really nice to get this chance. Please let me know how your little man's match goes. Love you sweetie, chin up, your futures bright, I promise 💕 🙂

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