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Sitting here listening to the bird noises (I would like to say bird song but there is too many different sounds) As I said in my getting start post, I have hit rock bottom and slipped into a crack and it has me wondering what now! I know the only way is up (as I sing that one line from a song I can't remember the rest of the words too) In my last session I finally got it, the only hand that can pull me out is my own and that scares me due to the lack of faith, well the lack of anything in myself to succeed.

So here I am, stripped raw not a memory left unexplored (that I am aware of) no secrets hidden. Now I get to start again, putting it all back together bit by bit. I know there will be lots of times I may fall backwards but I am hoping that I won't get stuck there.

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@Bellarose75 wrote:

Yea I am doing ok right now.


This is such good news!! @Bellarose75 👍😊

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Hello @Bellarose75 😀❤

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Hello my gorgeous friends @Shaz51 @NatureLover hoping you are both doing the best you can right now. Looking forward to chatting more with everyone.

@MDT, hubby loves watching the cycling too so if I don’t get to the remote first 🤦🏻‍♀️ Nah it’s not that bad, it’s a change from the crap that we usually watch.

@Lee82 sorry I’ve been gone for so long, just had to work on me for a bit to ensure I would be “here” so I can chat with you and our other friends. I am hoping you are doing ok and that you will see this tag and be able to reply soon. Love you 3000

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Hugs @Bellarose75 xx

Hello @NatureLover , @MDT , @outlander , @Zoe7

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Hey Shaz

@Shaz51 good to see ya

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@Bellarose75 it's good to see you 🙏

Keep taking care 💙

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Good morning friends, hope everyone is staying warm. Where I am this morning it is only 9.4 degrees my fingers feel like they are going to snap off 🥶 I am picking up my Rottweiler puppy tomorrow morning, child alters are super excited it’s kinda hard to sit still. Her name is Patfoot (Harry Potter reference) and she is going to be trained as my service dog. It’s going to take two years before she is fully trained but it will be worth it, I will attach a photo so you get to see the cute little fur ball.

@Anastasia, I hope you are doing ok my friend and am taking care of yourself.

@MDT @Shaz51 @NatureLover @Emelia8 @outlander @Eve7 @Zoe7 @Bunniekins @Sans911 @Appleblossom @Snowie and anyone else passing through. Hoping to day is gentle on you all.

@Lee82 ❤️

 

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So happy for you @Bellarose75 and all your child alters. So exciting to have a puppy coming on board. A service dog for you is also a big step forward I think, though a long process. I miss my little Holly so very much, but will one day get another fur baby. Like you, I will likely make my next one a service dog. Just waiting for the right time, get major surgery and house move out of the way first. Its so good to see you after such a long time Bella. 🤗💞

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Hey @Bellarose75 Good to see you.

It has been a while.

A service dog is a wonderful idea. I have no idea how the training is done, but that little cutie in the photo is definitely heart melting. I am sure it will provide a lot of good focus and fun activities, as you learn and grow along with him.

Cheers

Apple

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So lovely to see you @Bellarose75 💕

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