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Feeling like I may need more assistance.
So the general pattern with me is I struggle every day but have found ways to live without becoming too much a burden on my friends and family. Then towards the period leading up to my next injection, I start to get very paranoid and formulate reasons why I should stop taking my medication and not go to my appointment I avoid everything and cancel all my plans. This ultimately results in me having a breakdown and my family having to come and take me to an appointment to get my overdue injection. I feel as if I am in between a rock and a hard place. I am schizophrenic and am pretty much the most unreliable person to make sure I keep up with my medications and appointments. I think I need to have a serious talk with my doctors and family to get them to understand what the situation with me is. And if they are unwilling to assist me, get some professionals involved who can.