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Something’s not right

"You'll have the last laugh."

Unknown userMember

"You'll have the last laugh."

I was bullied for nine years, since kindergarten. In my opinion, it caused my Depression. I have other signs of the effect of childhood trauma too.

I have been through so much, but I have nothing positive to show for it. Like I can't really say "I am on the border of suicide, and I'll probably never fall in love. I'll probably never have a baby, either, because a relationship is kind of a pre-requisite to that.. I really showed them who's boss, huh?"

Even if my life changes overnight, I don't think there's any point. I'm already broken. My days are just filled with thinking, and "coping", even though I don't want to.

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In response to: "You'll have the last laugh."

destructiveSenior Contributor

Re: "You'll have the last laugh."

I am sorry you’re struggling so @Former-Member
I can’t do relationships either, too messed up, but I did the baby (just need a good doctor 😉).
Bullying can have such a huge impact. I am glad you find ways to cope inspire of not always wanting to and hope one day you can feel like you’re doing more than just that
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