LostAngelSenior Contributor
tonights feelings ,todays mood swings
ok here we go write things out currently tonight Im feeling unsettled emotionally which is causing a physical queezy feeling or upset stomach,at this point Im sitting at my computer and not lyeing down,it could have been something I ate today but my mood has been up and down today,felt triggored by reading a bunch of past messages on my phone and currently phone isnt working properly as much as Id like to be able to call someone tonight so that leaves computer and people on these forums for company tonight,was blasting music in my ears before cause I couldnt stand the quiet and then I had a cheery momment for a bit other that but have felt the need to talk to someone I know tonight to help me feel a bit better,I geuss its isolation thats triggorring this anxiety off too and it suddenly dawned on me that I really feel lost and feel well not connected to others I need to meet new people and combat that feeling of isolation right now,but at the same time I need to rest so I need noise of company and people around me but at the same time be able to have my own sense of space which the forums might be helping with in both ways so thank you for your support tonight ,even though I really wish I could speak to someone by phone tonight thank you for sitting out or sitting up with me LostAngel
