Letting off steam.

I've been working full on for the last three days. Very long hours. I didn't finish till six pm tonight I have a few days off now. I'm so tired. It's physically and mentally draining. I'm doing my absolute best considering my own personal circumstances.

I'm so darn tired of being there for people through their rough timesz they too know times are hard for me, but I show up when they need me. I'm not talking about my work for the last three days. Nothing to do with it. I'm just tired if giving and giving and giving and explaining where I'm at, plust trying my best to be present, attentive and hearing someone. I had a full on day at work, just wanted to chill for a bit and I just had a bad night.

I'm so tired of people not being able to understand basic facts that I'm not responsible for their feelings. I don't cause anyone to feel a certain way. I'm starting to put boundaries down now. I'm so tired if so many things, including reaching out. If people cannot learn nor understand to regulate their own emotions and feelings, well there is nothing Zi can do about that. That's the job if a trained therapist/counsellor. I'm just complete over being do very unhappy in my life and the real unhappiness people bring into it. I truly have had enough. I've had enough of people. I'm tired if trying. I'm tired if inconsistent outbursts. If people cannot get to a point if self awareness, nor looking at themselves, I cannot be bothered anymore. I'm just too darn tired all the time.