It remains elusive.

A song I haven't listened to in years, that came to me this morning.

It's elusive in the world. Far off places, in different faces, different spaces, different cases and wherever else is surprising. I find it in a stranger, a stranger that is elusive and it remains elusive in the world. It's somewhere that's all I know.

Keane- is it any wonder?

I, I always thought that I knew
I'd always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and true

And so on, but now I think I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool for thinking you were on
My side

Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

Sometimes, it's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand

Sometimes, I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a children's rhyme

A soundbite
Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

Oh, these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?

Nothing left inside this old cathedral
Just the sad lonely spires
How do you make it right?

Oh, but you try

Is it any wonder I'm tired?
Is it any wonder I feel uptight?
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right?

Oh, these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid?
Is it any wonder that I feel betrayed?