BastSenior Contributor
Bastless & Odin - the story continues
Again, I write as this forum is my saviour, I know I am safe here.
I will not be trapped, dragged off & subjected to further highly distressing loss of freedoms here. However this is now my life; the restrictions of our government COVID - 19.
Tis a life that carries so much fear, I have nightmares that may be predictions of police interventions. Brutalised & raped, without recourse.
I am so utterly disempowered, to leave my home is terrifying, running the gauntlet is all I can forsee.
I look at my scars & deeply consider another round, I wonder continuously about the pointlessness of my life right now. The questions continuosly rebound, why & why.
The people that I work with are suffering so badly, so am I.
The loss & grief is incessant, the isolation exacerbating mental health issues.
And yet, I will somehow continue to provide therapy as this is vital at this time.
However, I am sufferring also