Hello

Hi. I am Tinkerbelle. I live with overwhelming Loss and Grief, and associated Emotional Trauma etc. I don't feel like I am living though. I feel like I am crawling, struggling, through a wasteland of emptiness and heartache. I don't know how to get out of this hell of an existence that has become my life. I just want to feel like I can breathe again, and stop this everlasting need to cry and hide from the reality that is my life. I have no control over the events that led me here. If I could turn back time and make things as they were two and a half years ago, I would do so without hesitation. If I could go back even further I would make different choices and make the events that sent me here to this wasteland something so very different. I want what I had, the people I had, back in my life in a meaningful way. I am lost.