@Bunniekins
That's exactly how I feel @greenpea. The days are long and my motivation lapses, some days I am sharper than others but generally I feel my cognition has taken a blow and it's a struggle to get my mind kickstarted. My psychiatrist did a cognitive test on me and I failed marginally so was sent for an MRI. The result, much to my surprise, was normal. I felt certain I did have a cognitive loss and still do because of the challenges I face each day with myself.
I'm guessing then that I have a long way to go with my recovery. I was only in hospital in Jan 2020 so my expectations are probably unrealistic. I sense from reading your account that means I need to be more patient with my mind and about what I think I ought to be doing. It's difficult because I want to be normal. But this is my new normal. Self acceptance is hard, as is patience about my condition. My mental lethargy makes me feel lazy and self critical. Its difficult.
As you say nana naps help. Thanks again @Bunniekins
Also thanks to @outlander @NatureLover @