@Utopia
So good to hear from you.
I spoke to my psych she phoned me today and we are going talk tomorrow but she is happy that I change groups and mite even do a CBT course at night. I much prefer to do something in the evenings too.
Have you thought about doing some volunteer work so that you can go out and meet some people. I know they do have some online course for CBT and different other programs online. And some hospital offer CBT courses for inpatients too- I think it runs for two weeks now.
Its good to do the programs but also its not really living- its helping me get my life back or build a life I have always wanted. I also spend time at the gym and also seeing exercise specialist to help me with lifestyle changes.
I understand leaving hospital and being on your own, I did a hospital program interstate and they offered extensive after care program but I lived too far away. Did the hospital do an after care plan with you when you left? Its basically giving you some tools to mange your life after hospital and giving you some structure.
I am glad I have found you on the forum, you sound really nice 🙂