LalaaCasual Contributor
Covid19 re-emerging old thoughts
A quick intro- 34 year old mother of a gorgeous 2 year old with a previously quite well managed anxiety/depressive disorder. Medicated for 13+ years with regular psych input. Despite still having a job the instability around me has thrown me off balance and find myself dealing with urges to self-harm and self sabotage. No cutting or overdoses for 5 years yet I am battling these urges again just due to covid19.
Is this happening to anyone else? I am confused and frustrated with the way my thinking has deteriorated and now realize how much I depend on stability and routine