BlueBaySenior Contributor
Childhood trauma memories (TW)
***Trigger warning***
The past two nights I have been having flashbacks of my childhood sexual abuse. In detail.
It's very upsetting and making me feel horrible.
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
***Trigger warning***
The past two nights I have been having flashbacks of my childhood sexual abuse. In detail.
It's very upsetting and making me feel horrible.
In response to: Childhood trauma memories (TW)
NatureLoverSenior Contributor
Sorry to hear this, @BlueBay . I can only imagine how awful that is. I hope tonight you don't have any flashbacks.
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RazzleSenior Contributor
Hi @BlueBay sorry to hear this is happening to you.
Ive had a few crappy days myself. I've been obsessed with fb stalking my abusers hoping to see if this virus has taken them out. I know we (Australia) are winning the war, but a part of me feels like the virus isn't moving fast enough. From what I hear it's not a pleasant death - and I hope it's coming to them every single day.
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Unknown userMember
Hi there @Razzle
I am sorry to read in your post from yesterday that you had a couple of crap days. I suspect many of us are having not so good days as the lock down drags on. I hope things have looked up for you today and some more pleasant memories have arisen too.
all the best
Whitehawk
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
@Former-Member
Do you know what annoys me???
i got an email earlier today from a moderator checking on me regarding this post. I replied - the nrver got bsvk.
why email me if you're not going up reply back.
@Razzle My friend I'm not coping.
one hour by hour is sll I can do.
I know you get it. I know you understand.
Take care
xxxooo
thanks @NatureLover for your support. Xx
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Unknown userMember
Hi there @BlueBay
Thanks for your feedback. Yes no reply would have indeed been annoying. I will pass it on to the Community Moderators.
Otherwise I hope you are doing okay in these strange times!
Whitehawk
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
@Former-Member
No I'm not doing ok
but don't worry
I'm stsying away from here
because it's all too much
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
@BlueBay I had hoped you were doing better, but it sounds like you are doing much worse. I'm sorry to hear. I hope you can get back to being OK. Hour by hour - I know how that feels and it sucks. But I hope anyway that you can keep safe, 1 hour at a time.
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Unknown userMember
Oh @BlueBay I am so sorry to hear that. I know you will be doing your very best to look after yourself.
All the very best
Whitehawk
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