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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
...there are moments the last few weeks where I have not been ok. I just can't know if or when, so, I feel the need to say, I think you guys have been brilliant. You guys have seen me through abuse, deaths, being a carer, and depression...and all while I have been unhelpful on here to others. I wish you all the best and a big thank you. I wish I could take away everyone's pain...you have my prayers.💓
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Unknown userMember
Hi @Lemonjuice
What a lovely post! it is great that you have been able to give such a positive message about the support you have received from members.
Are you okay this evening? if you need support around the "but" in your header please reach out.
take care
Whitehawk
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
Hey there @Lemonjuice how are you travelling? We've been thinking about you 
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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
@Former-Member I am not well. I'm swinging from being suicidal and being ok. I'm not bipolar, just overwhelmed, exhausted, grieving and probably hormonal. My sister and niece mentioned that she has seen me being forgetful and kind of vague. My doc says it's part of grieving and stress. I have reasons to live, like selling the house, going to a new place, blah, blah, blah. It's nice and there are times where I am even looking forward to it, but it's short lived. Mostly, I just want to go to sleep and not wake up. I feel like I'm done, there's nothing really that I want to do in life. Meanwhile, I clean, shop, make appointments like nothing has changed. That's why I can't say that I am going to suicide, I just don't know myself. I feel like I just need to prepare incase it happens during one of my worse moments...taking out insurance, I guess.
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OtterSenior Contributor
Hi there Lemonjuice,
I’m sorry it is such a rough period for you right now, it sounds as if you've been through a lot, however I'm so glad there are some exciting developments on the horizon for you that you've identified here. I am concerned for you at the moment, so I’m just going to drop you an email also. We are here for you and want to give you the upmost care you deserve.
Take care and kind regards,
Otter
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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