I led a pretty weird existance until I was told I had schizophrenia and treated. I dont have any memories of my life before 2006 when I had a great big head injury by getting assaulted.
I am told by a couple of friends from then I was smart but self distructive and basically wasted those years. So I only know from then until now, I guess I cant regret those years because I dont know them.
But in the 8 years since, I lost most of them because i didnt understand what was happening to me. I have caught up on when I was a kid by some cousins I didnt know existed. My life then was pretty terrible.
But I look to going forward not backward and hope my life from now until I get older might be ok.