Wondering why me

Why me? Why not no one? Not a self pity post. I’m genuinely lost as to how I’m feeling at the moment.

@Alacarte Hi Alacarte I have often wondered about similar things and then came back to the throughts that why not. Firstly I am not in the least bit religious more spiritual. I believe we are on a journey and our current life is just part of that journey. What we learn along the way we take with us to the next life and so on should we choose to continue our journey or stay in the spiritual realm.

I also believe that we are in a matrix kind of reality where what we see is not necessarily what is truely real. If we knew what was real it would blow our minds ... anyway that is my few cents worth. greenpea xxx

Wondering why things happen is natural @Alacarte, and you look at it in any situation, both positive and negative. Have you read any books into the subject at all?

Hi @Ali11 and hey @Bunniekins The matrix sounds cool. No, I haven’t read any books at all on the subject. Recommendations? I was really twisting myself up there for a bit so I made a salad and lay down. Am ok now though. Sometimes loneliness is a bitch.

@Alacarte The Matrix was a great movie, groundbreaking when it first came out in the late 90s. It was based on a mixture of religious and spiritual philosophy. A friend recommended The Pillars Of Consciousness by Osho, it's supposed to be a brief introduction into some of the ideas that the movie was inspired by.