Nikki222Contributor
Extreme sensitivity
Hey everyone my names Nikki, I'm 18 and I've struggled with depression and have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, post traumatic stress disorder and had a psychosis in June due to trauma and drug addiction, I'm clean now but I still struggle with trying to figure out whats real and what's not , I don't have a job, I don't go to school, I don't have any friends and I deleted all my social media , I'm quite lonely and lately I feel more sensitive then usual. I guess writing this is helping because I have no support from mental health because they have refused trauma treatment risking another psychosis relapse. I don't have a psychologist because they keep leaving and only just recently moved me into the adult section from youth. And I guess I was promised so much support from family and services and little am I receiving it. I'm just scared because I feel as though I just got my voice back and it's gone again, lately when I've been sleeping I am half asleep and half awake and I start hearing voices and I haven't told anyone. It's hard to open my eyes outside because the sun hurts my head and feels like its melting my body.
I guess I just need some friendly advice