I have tried googling but I have found a fair few people with PEG tubes that got them because of chronic eating disorders but they were all in America or overseas and I couldnt find anything Australia specific. I am a 25 year old male.
I literally have a phobia of food, I am afraid of swallowing food and water, so I am chronically dehydrated and starving. This all stemmed from a time I threw up and it traumatised me in 2013 and now I am just so afraid I will throw up if I eat, my whole life revolves around the fear of throwing up and the fear of eating. I have spent so many times in hospital with so far no succesful treatments. It is soul crushing.
I am so severely agoraphobic that I rarely get to speak to my doctor, plus I live extremely rural in a town of 2000 people, my closest specialist is over 2 hours away and with my agoraphobia I am terrified to travel two hours.
I am honestly so close to giving up, I just want to stop worrying about food, I want to be able to just go about my life and stop stressing about eating and if i am eating enough. and being so far from help makes it even worse.
I had a doctor that specialised in atypical eating disorders and he brought up a PEG for me once but for the last 2 years I have been trying to contact him and it seems he either isnt working anymore or is on long service leave or something, his office wouldnt tell me they just said he wont be back any time soon. He was the only doctor I have come across that was really empathetic and seemed like he wanted to help and I feel hopeless now I cant get in contact with him.