hi my dear friend @Shaz51 thank you so so much for your support.
hi @Mazarita yes, it did the same for me, unfortunately i was never able to work and i have been on and off centerlink benifits my entire adult life, because of my severe mental anxiety.
people on welfare seem to be an easy target because they can't fight back, we seem to always be a target for others to feel better about themselves.
it is a double blow when you have mental illness as well and people on tv are actually laughing about people suffering from depression and anxiety, they have no idea how dibilitating it truly is. being paralised with fear of one form or another.
Australians have always had a need to pick on minority groups, the itiallians, greeks, vietnamise, muslims, poor, overweight, mental illness, unemployed. we don't seem to need a reson to pick on people, we just seem to do it.
i hope one day australian culture changes and can find a way to be empathetic to others.
i really have turned away from society now because of the toxic culture we now have, and it seems to me to be getting so much worse lately. it is almost like a badge of pride to be cruel.
this forum and people like yourself @Mazarita are the reson i hold hope for society in general, there are good people out there, we just need to grow empathy in the world.
hugs my friend, thank you for your support, it really means so so much to me 
Jacques