Good Evening xoxo

@Former-Member@faith-and-hope@Sophia1@boot

Jist wanted to say 👋.

I am pretty proud of myself today because I finally got the courage to watch the filming of my beautiful dads funeral service... it may sound morbid but it’s a journey that I have been on for over 4 years and it’s something that I had to do.

after visiting my dads grave back in July and having my WONDERFUL sister tell me that it was about time after 4years, I decided that I needed to face my fears, demons and my unforgiving family and release the pain😔

I feel comfortable in the knowledge that my dad is at peace (his final resting place with his parents in SA is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen)

My family is strained and probably will be for the rest of my days, but at least I know that I was his rock after all the years of him being mine xoxo

I miss him more than words could ever explain.