I don’t know just please help

I'm not exactly qualified to make a diagnosis but to me it's sounds like anxiety. You're not alone in being concerned about feeling like you may be fake but if you think it's real than my advice would be to see a professional. It was difficult for me to open up but it's better than being bottled up untill something explodes.

You're definitely not alone.

Sure a 'label' of diagnosis can be the beginning of trying to treat your symptoms, but just know that by reaching out and writing that poem you are starting the healing process.

Just getting it out there somehow is a sign your inner wise-self is still very much a part of your life.

Don't give up hope and as I always recommend ; if you haven't sought professional help for this. Please do. I know we all respond different to different types of modality when it comes to treatment, but for ME it's always going to be about getting the guidance I require to find my way back to my true self.

Best of luck on your journey and there's always someone here if you need to vent again.

@figureskate222 I can totally identify with your thoughts - I think wanting to understand your thoughts and feelings and behaviours more deeply is a wonderful thing ... any therapist or professional who helps you deepen your understanding of yourself could be a fascinating and life giving experience for you - in the meantime please keep reaching out with whatever is going on - sharing is awesome - we are not alone x

Thanks for responding guys....reading everyone’s responses made me feel a little better knowing other people feel the same...hopefully I’ll figure things out eventually