Hello @Kodee, I can relate to your loneliness, but in a slightly different way, I am alone, I have 3 children but they are 8 hours drive away, and for reason that happened over 3 decades ago, since the passing of their father have abandoned me...I haven’t seen them for so long and the loneliness I feel is overwhelming...
Im wondering if you are seeing a Psych at all?
I try so hard to keep distracted from my loneliness by just trying to find things that I can do to keep those tears from loneliness away...Sometimes I will play music through my earphones, or play internet games, mostly word challenge games or solitaire...
I know it’s hard to beat the loneliness but we need to try, Where I Love is a tiny village with under 200 residents and absolutely nothing here not even a shop..so I have to travel over 30 kilometres one way just for bread or milk....
Big problem my anxiety keeps me home most days. which means I can go days even weeks without hearing or seeing anyone, not even a car....
Please Kodee, try as hard as you can to join a group of people that you have things in common with, maybe a craft group, or a mh group, or a reading group....
Maybe sit down with your husband and have a heart to heart about your fears and exactly how your feeling, im sure he loves you and would only want to help you...
Please keep in touch and let me know how your feeling...But please Kodee always remember that we are here to help support..I’m just sitting here with you Kodee, I’m holding your hand and I won’t let go.
I hope your a hugger because I love hugs and want to give you a caring and warm hug..🤗🤗.
Starta..
