bad space

we're in a bad bad place tonight. been waiting for qlife for 45 mins and still nobody available.

our gf who is also trans got some bad health news 3 days ago. we dont really even no how bad because she wouldnt tell us. we think that she thnks its going to stop her having surgery next month and thats why she's shut down. we get how that is disapointing. we dont get why it makes her not want to talk to us or ever see us again. today she stopped all contact even unfriended us on facebook. we - so confused - some are angry and some are upset and hurt and i am just confused and nearly all of us are worried about her because she's been suicidal not all that long ago, excpet has been doing much better since she got a surgery date. so if she's thinking surgery is a closed door then we are very worried about her safety. and we are upset because another friend of us both told her that our kids were upset and hurt (we are DID) and he said that she felt very bad about that and right after that was when she left all the social media places. like we think she went fully away and not just half away because we are DID.

the qlife people still do not anser. we feel like we shud die for making her want to leave.

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