I am scared people are out to get me....

I don't know what to do I am tried and really stressed and I do genuinely have reasons to think that certain people are going to hurt me because they have hurt me badly in the past but I am having trouble because I keep thinking that everyone is secretly trying to hurt me and not just the people who hurt me before like I am getting scared of all my "supports" like my psychologist and I feel like I can't trust my psychiatrist and even my support worker I feel like they have an agenda and I also am having trouble because I am scared that there is like an evil spirit thing that is harassing me like it follows me around and it wants to hurt me and also I keep seeing weird things and I don't know what to do anymore the meds made it worse last time I know maybe it is just cause I am so stressed right now but I don't know what to do I am even getting scared of my family and I want to cry and I don't know I can't take this I have no one I trust who I can talk to and I feel completely trapped and I don't know what to think anymore but I know I know for sure those people will hurt me again if they know what is going on and I am so scared they will find out I am having nightmares about it all and I can't sleep because I am too stressed and I am sorry this is so long I am just really lost.