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Scared the voices might be back

Scared the voices might be back

I have schizoaffective disorder and I am afraid that my symptoms have come back even though I am on medication.

This has never happened to me before, the medication previously kept me well. I am actually unsure if I am hearing voices or just my inner monologue.

Deep down I don't feel right but I am afraid to tell my husband. I am scared he won't believe me.

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hello @Lilyq and welcome
i dont have experience in this but im wondering if you have some supports you can talk to when things get rough? it might be a good idea to speak to your hubby though so he is aware of how your feeling.

@The-red-centaur @Queenie @Bunniekins @Mazarita @Eden1919
would you guys be able to help?

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Hey there @Lilyq, I also have schizoaffective disorder and am currently not doing the best with my voices at present. I told my wife who then encouraged me to talk to health professionals about it (my psychologist, GP and psychiatrist). I am in the process of doing that now. I may end up in hospital due to the graphic nature of hostile commands I am getting from my voices, but I will only look into that option if all other options are exhausted. My voices are mostly mean and deorgatory and try to get me to do bad things. My medication I take dopes me out to the point I am non-functioning. That in itself causes issues in my marriage. I walk a fine line between the two.

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@Lilyq hello I also have schizoaffective disorder unfortunatley for me medications have never worked to reduce of get rid of my symptoms... i have only had bad experience with medications and i have tried MANY different ones. however for some people they say they help so perhaps it is time to go back to your doctor and see if you can get a change in medications and try some different ones if you havent already. seeing your doctor could also help you to work out if your symptoms are coming back or not.

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Thanks for your replies, luckily I am feeling better tonight. I have managed to relax. I honestly don't think I am hearing voices just a strong inner monologue.

I really appreciate the responses though.

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Hello @Lilyq

I love the way you describe it as a strong inner monologue. That fits me too. I work hard at quietening it all down, but I have never had a sense of it as other than yself.

There are some website about inner voice systems, but I cant remember where they are. From time to time I do an internet search that helps ... Hope the forum helps too.

Take Care

Apple

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