Eden1919Senior Contributor
No one is listening...
None of my supports are listening my psychiatrist isnt my gp isnt my psychologists cant do anything my family cant help even when i try and tell people what is going on they dont want to hear it they just ignore important things and pretend that i havent spoken. i am drowning over here gasping for air screaming but no one is listening. and if that isnt enough i cant afford to keep seeing the psychologists but if i dont i know i will just end up back in that hospital and i would rather not exist than go there again. and before you go telling me that there are free government services those are not an option for me either. neither are helplnes i have been told by KHL and Eheadspace that i am not allowed to contact them and lifeline is horrible so is suicide call back service. i am running out of options here and i am so tired everything is just getting even more messy and i really dont know what is left to do. my psychiatrist told me we have run out of meds to try and that he cant do much for me. and no i cant see another psych there are no others avaliable to take new patients where i live and i dont have the money to move. there are no other hospitals where i live either and quite frankly i am just done with everything and yes i am safe tonight i am just exhausted and sick of this all.