Me I suppose...

Hi WTFand welcome to the forums :). Best thing would be to take a visit to your trusted gp and be honest with all that you are feeling. Don't hold back. He/she might suggest you utilizing the free BOMH package psychologist sessions but I think let's just start with the gp and move on from there.

It is tempting to use doctor Google but personally I would not suggest it atm in any case. greenpea

Thanks I have come to that conclusion as well, I just don't know how to go to the gp and say look I think I may be a nut, just fear and the thought ,what if Iam a nut...

@WTF Well if you are a nut don't worry you are in good company here 😄

Thats part of the problem I think, Iam worried and it terrifies me !!!!

@WTF WTF (btw I love your name lol :)) you might like to have a look around the forum threads and see what people have to say about their mi (mental illnesses) it is not all negative ... although I know it can be daunting at the beginning of the journey. You maybe worried about nothing at all you know ... the only way is to go to your doctor.

If you like I will be there sitting with you whilst you wait at the doctor's and I know many others will too if that helps. Remember you are never alone while on these forums. You will meet many friendly people who will become great online friends.

WTF when you want to talk to someone put a @WTF in front of their name to send the message through. You might want to check out the chat threads they are a bunch of friendly people who would be very welcoming. I have to go soon but don't worry you will be fine you don't sound 'nuts' to me

Thank you...

Nuts is good. Don't beat yourself up. We are the cracks that let in the light.