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Something’s not right

Running away from self

Running away from self

No where to run

No where to hide

Such deep feelings locked inside

Cant get out

The words wont come

Feel like a torent of rage inside

Nothing i say will change the facts

Who can i call

Noone

Alone with thoughts

To frightening to let out

So here i sit

Alone

Hurt

Angry

Sad at another loss that i have no control over

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Re: Running away from self

Hi @Chris you don't sound that great want to chat

In response to: Running away from self

Re: Running away from self

You express your pain very clearly @Chris.
I can relate to these words

In response to: Running away from self

Re: Running away from self

Hello @Chris

Thank you for sharing what has been happening for you lately, it sounds like you are understandably going through a tough time coping with a loss, it is great you are trying your best to reach out on the forums for support for this.

How are things going for you today?

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Re: Running away from self

Been another tough day.

Took myself out and sat near the beach.

You wouldnt credit it, but people came and sat at the same table while i was writing down my thoughts.

I just wanted to be alone, so i got up and walked away

Went for a walk in the rain and then sat for a while.

The rain suited how i felt on the inside, silently crying

I feel very alone

I feel there noone on who I can rely

I feel I have to do this alone in a way

Cannot share this face to face

Hence writing, walking, time out. And just pretend im ok.

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Re: Running away from self

@Chrishearing you

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