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Helpless and hopeless.

LemonjuiceSenior Contributor

Helpless and hopeless.

I'm all over the place at the moment. I am having increasing suicidal thoughts. I'm functioning ok, I even feel 'normal' but it suddenly shifts when something goes wrong...the slightest thing. I'm so tired of constantly living on the edge. I can't see myself as ever feeling better. I want to suicide. Infact, I want to suicide in the most painful way possible. I want it to hurt. But yeah, forgot, not allowed to...mustn't, shouldn't, be good, think of others, please choose to live in hell rather than RIP.

Don't freak people, I'm fine. Will try and get some sleep. And to the mods, no, don't want to contact anyone, don't want help. Sorry...just everything feels like bs at the moment, including me.

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In response to: Helpless and hopeless.

LemonjuiceSenior Contributor

Re: Helpless and hopeless.

I'm so tired of trying to make miserable people happy while I'm miserable myself. Mum refuses to shower or go out anywhere, all while whining about how miserable she is...dah.

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QueenieSenior Contributor

Re: Helpless and hopeless.

Hey @Lemonjuice, I am not sure what the right words would be to say. I know what it feels like to want to die so badly and painfully. I just want to let you know I've heard you and I understand. I am not going to suggest a helpline to you, as I know that is not what you are after.

It must be frustrating what you are experiencing with your Mum too, I can certainly feel the frustration in your post.

Be gentle with yourself, Q

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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor

Re: Helpless and hopeless.

@Queenie Thanks.
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