JannaSenior Contributor
TMS for Depression - Update
My son is nearing the end of his TMS (20 down and 5 to go). His psychiatrist has increased the number of treatments from the planned 20 to 25 because he has been observed to have shown some improvement. Whether his improvement is due to TMS or not is something I don’t think we’ll ever know. It could just be that he is benefiting from a healthy sleep/wake cycle and/or the structure that the hospital offers (compulsory groups, set meal times, etc). Nevertheless, he is the best I have seen him since I can remember. The differences are subtle and small, but in comparison to how he was prior to TMS they are huge. He is on zero medications as well.
He generally is more “alive”. More engaged and engaging. More communicative, expressive and light-hearted. He has been able to hold great conversations with me and exercised his wicked sense of humour. He is laughing and smiling more. Additionally, he has been so nice on the days I’ve brought him home for day leave by willingly helping me with general chores and cooking. He has been watching MKR in hospital and is into it - knows all the characters and talks about the recipes. That’s a first! He’s never, ever watched mainstream TV, let alone followed a program. Yesterday we had a birthday lunch for my Mum and he single handedly made a salad following my instructions and then sat with all of us to eat. That’s a far cry from the young man that refused to come out of his room at Xmas time and join us for lunch or exchange presents. There are many more small positives - too many to mention. The funny thing is that when he is asked if he feels better or thinks that TMS has made any improvements his answer is “No, not really”. There could be many explanations for this under-reporting of improvement but I’m not too concerned about what he feels, it’s what myself and others can see.
Hoping that we can keep this going after discharge. It’s going to be hard to keep the momentum going at home and it’s times like this I wish there was a half-way residential program somewhere that was able to continue building on what has been achieved thus far, or that I didn’t have to work so I could dedicate myself to him full-time.
At this stage I would have to conclude that TMS has worked better than anything else we’ve tried in the past. Hope this gives other sufferers of major depression some hope.
Janna ❤️