CompulsiveWalkeContributor
Anyone else with BPD around?
Feeling very rejected...
I just got in contact with this person I used to know who I knew was very dismissive and rejecting towards me. The thing is, I used to be on medication years ago when I knew him, and now I just blew up at him because I can't seem to handle rejection anymore.
I get rejected for jobs like every week and it just gets to me. Why are people so mean?
I was supposed to be notified by the end of today about whether I was shortlisted... They didn't even bother. Then the other day someone was supposed to meet me at a place and they never showed up. Then this guy... The dismissive one... I totally took it out on him just now. I said it must be nice to be you, to never have to be in a position of being rejected, to always be the one to say yes or no. You would start to think you were better than eveyrone else...
The sad part is I was supposed to feel the feeling and let it pass before I reacted. And I totally failed to do that. So now I'm really angry and disappoitned with myself.