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Suicide planning but reaching out instead

Gypsy7Senior Contributor06 Sept 2017, 5:13 pm AEST

Suicide planning but reaching out instead

I've had everything come at mea tv invective feel very over whelmed and MH here is crap sometimes depending whose on and I don't want to tell them. I'm at breaking point and room shows how I truly am inside it's turmoil and I got told I convulse due mostly too much stresses. Haven't though and was told only had 4 episodes if convulsing where I was shortly admitted twice. I've had a house breakdown, my dad can't be here ATM for me cos he's overseas to late November. And doesn't have mobiles. I've lost contact with lots of support but am attended a service daily but am also triggered ptsd slot lately. Which trigger my other mental heslth I am smoking to much in the home I move to share home tues with no way to store my stuff..... Yet. I just am hurt by stigma of family law in QLD for 8 years now. I'm tired of asking for help so I'll type it and hope I guys can help me today.?

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TheVorticonSenior Contributor06 Sept 2017, 7:30 pm AEST

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Hi @Gypsy7. Sorry to hear that you're feeling overwhelmed with everything at the moment. Moving to a share home without being able to store your stuff seems difficult too.

I don't have good suggestions for helping, but just wanted to drop you a message to show that you've been heard.

Although it sucks that you can't talk to your dad at the moment, do you think you could try writing a pretend letter to him with what you'd like to say? And maybe you could write another one back, pretending that it's him writing to you? (I dunno, could be a dumb idea so you can take it or leave it)

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MoonGalSenior Contributor06 Sept 2017, 8:35 pm AEST

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@Gypsy7 so sorry to hear you are doing it so tough.

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Unknown userMember06 Sept 2017, 9:46 pm AEST

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Hello @Gypsy7

You sound quite overwhelmed with everything at the moment which would be partly explaining feeling anxious and that you are not coping very well, it is good that you are reaching out in anyway you feel you can. Keep reaching out on the forums and talking through your concerns there are many people going through a similar thing and who are there for you. How has the rest of your day been going?

Lunar

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Gypsy7Senior Contributor07 Sept 2017, 6:55 pm AEST

Re: Suicide planning but reaching out instead

Had a easier day today tommorow and weekend be hectic as I'm moving house Tuesday and haven't started packing yet. Sad inside but taking hour by hour ATM.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor08 Sept 2017, 2:52 pm AEST

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Hello @Gypsy7

how are you today my friend

sound like a busy weekend , are you moving far ??

Love to hear from you and remember to put a @ before someone`s name like @Shaz51

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TeejSenior Contributor08 Sept 2017, 3:20 pm AEST

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Hi @Gypsy7,

i had to move about 16 months ago. I had my 16 yr old son to help but that was it as my family members were away. It was very stressful and a really difficult time. I collapsed in a heap once we were in as I struggled to cope for a while. I think it's harder when you don't chose to move but it's forced on you. Go easy on you because it will get easier and you'll hopefully be able to settle and breathe for a bit once it's done. I think it took me about a month to start to unpack and accept the move. For me though it was a good thing. It has turned out well and much better than I thought it would. I hope it does for you too. Hour by hour sounds a good plan.

Best wishes 😊

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