LaceMarieCasual Contributor
Maybe DID or DDNOS Anybody relate.
I will be getting a trauma therapist in a month or two. Its a trauma clinic that works with PTSD, BPD, DID and other things. Right now I just have a regular therapist at another clinic. I dont understand when you start talking like a kid in a session that therapist dont think you have DID or anything like that. I also had another therapist where I was in session I all of a sudden felt the little kid me and was crying because I was surprised she was still alive and still cared and wanted to live. Then all of a sudden I got really really mad and wanted to hurt her. For a minute or so I felt the little kid on the left in the front and the angry person in the front on the right and I felt like I was in the back of my head. I sat with it for a minute but then said to my therapist make it stop. He believed everything that happened but also didnt think I had DID or anything like that. Im confused is that what happens to any of you sometimes. I have never had it that extreme before or since then. I have had times where the angry part of me tries to come. Please forgive me if I said anything triggering or offensive. This is all new to me. Any thoughts on any of this.
I am sorry that you are feeling a little bit confused as to why you have not been diagnosed with what seems like DID. It sounds like obtaining such a diagnosis would help you to make sense of your experiences and the different versions of yourself that come out in different circumstances - i.e., the angry version, the child version and you.
