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I QUIT

I QUIT

That is it i am officially done with all of this crap I am done with seeing doctors i am done talking to psychologists and i am done seeking "help" nothing is going to work and it is all a lost cause. apperantly my issues are stupid anyway. I just cant do this anymore and there is no point no one can help me anymore I QUIT. hopefully this will all be over soon.

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Nothing about you is stupid!!! NOTHING! Your views and thoughts and feelings are no way stupid. Sorry something has made you feel that way and I really hope you trust me when I say they are not stupid.

I know what it feels like when nothing is working. It's frustrating and actually tiering. It's like what's the point. But the point is your highly valued and loved. Next week you may find something that starts to help. No one has a clue what the future holds.

I know when I'm in this sistuation I need to vent and if that helps you tonight please feel free to vent away. Writing how you feel can sometimes hurt.

I'm assuming a monitor @montior has contacted you to see if your in any danger.

Please remember your valuable.

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Hi @Eden1919

what's gotten you so upset today, that you feel all is lost?

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@-karma- My psychiatrist. I am just done everything is useless and there is no point trying anymore i cant be helped and everyone knows it. i was stupid to have even the little hope i did have. I quit i dont care if that means i am gone for ever i dont even think there is anything left here for me.

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Hi @Eden1919 just stoping by to say hello and hope things are feeling a little bit better.

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Hi @Former-Member thanks for stopping by it means a lot.

I am feeling worse though i feel like i have lost all hope like the ground i stand on is breaking and i cant make it stop. everything i do seems to make everything worse and if i am honest i just want to give up. i feel like there is no point being here anymore it hurts too much.

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Hey @Eden1919 I agree it sucks when the ground is breaking and it won't stop. For me personally it feels like I'm drowning and every thing I try to hold on to just fails or blows up in my face.

I know this sound cliche and repetitive as you probably heard it a billion times but you know is true. This feeling right now is not permanent. It will change. You will bounce back. You will be back to the person you love. And I know it's painful to wait it out. And at times I'm like no I don't want to wait it out what's the point. But the point is your to good to let it take you. All of us are actually to good to let this revolting illness take us.

Do you find the pain also like a physical pain?

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@Former-Member Yes i feel the pain everywhere in my body and mind i have been crying all morning i have been doing this for my whole life and i just dont know that i believe it will get any better. or that i have the energy to keep trying. i just cant take all of this anymore and there is no point i have ruined everything to badly for it to be fixed and i just need to disappear forever

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@Eden1919 that sucks your feeling in pain. I hate the physical pain it causes..

I fully understand about no having the energy. It wipes it out of you. When I'm in a cycle I think and believe I have ruined everything. I truly believe what's the point. But then the sun dose come up. This emotion is not for ever. Yes stupid Bipolar is but your emotions you are feeling at this moment will go away like they have done before. But when you are in them you just never see straight. I find everything to be a blur and I can't correct or do anything good. But hey that's because everything is a blur as soon as the blue lifts you will be able to think straight not everything you do will be wrong.

I'm unmediated I've tried so many treatments and forms of councling and nothing. It sucks big time!!!! But then I read stories of people who are doing great on there treatment plan and living amazing full life's and I think to myself there is an asmwer out there that's going to help me and also help you. We just haven't found it yet. But how good is it when we find it. We can be our best the person we love all the time.

I know when it's dark it's easy to give up hope I have screamed billions of times nope done I want out but when the dark lifts I'm glad I held on. Held on to what I got zero clue. But you just got to hold on.

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@Former-Member I hope you are right but at the moment i just dont know if i have the strength to wait it out.

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@edwn1919 do you have people around you or coping strategies at the moment to help you wait this feeling out. Because I keep saying it but it's true it will pass. It always dose.
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