Eden1919Senior Contributor
Goodbye
goodbye not that anyone even cares anyway but I can't stay here anymore it hurts too much
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Unknown userMember
Re: Goodbye
Hello @Eden1919
I do hope that this is just a short goodbye while you nurture yourself.
I know that I run away and hide, push people away when I am feeling overwhelmed.
It might seem like nobody cares, I know that feeling too, all part of where you are with your emotions at the moment.
There are so many of us on here who do truly care for you.
That is a downside of this kind of communication. We sometimes need instant response, gratification, acknowledgement because that helps us feel needed,loved.
We forget that when we are not feeling overwhelmed we know that people are busy in their lives, working etc etc. people on here are also going through their own issues too. some are not even able to post how they are feeling.
So know that you are not alone. Do not measure your worth by the number of replies or responses you receive.
Can you ring someone... a helpline just to say the words out loud, how low you are feeling?
You dont have to write on here if it hurts too much ...talk to someone though...releasing some of the pain
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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor
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@Eden1919 I care.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Eden1919 please don't leave. You know, even though I'm not posting every day, there are people in this forum I'm thinking off. But sometimes I don't know what to say, or how to say things on the right way for fear of triggering someone. So I say nothing. But there are a number of you, like yourself and only a few others that I think of constantly and worry if you're OK or not. So please don't think no one cares. It's just hard to show it
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Eden1919 i care 
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NikNikSenior Contributor
Re: Goodbye
Hi @Eden1919
We care.
I hope you're taking the steps to take care of yourself and get the great support and care you deserve.
Nik
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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Well thank you all for caring @Sans911 @NikNik@outlander@Phoenix_Rising@Former-Member
I just dont know if i can stay maybe i need a break i dont know but i honestly dont think there is anything that can help me anymore I am considering stopping seeing my psychiatrist and psychologist because i am wasting their time. i cant do this anymore i always wondered how long it would take me before i was done trying to fight this but i think i now know. there may only be one way out of this left. either way i cant do this anymore nothing will help i am a hopeless case and everbody knows it. i just cant do this i am sorry if i have bothered anyone.
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Unknown userMember
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@Eden1919
I have just replied to your email. I hope to hear back from you.
You are definitely no bother to us here.
Sometimes a break for new perspective is healthy and the forum will be here if you decide to return.
Take care and try to go easy on yourself.
Shel49
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Eden1919Senior Contributor
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I just really dont know what to do anymore.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I agree with @Former-Member
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Eden1919 Sometimes when everything is piling on top of us, it's really hard to think straight. And sometimes it feels like we're drowning, nothing changes, no one else gets us, and everything is hopeless. Sometimes we have to keep going, keep plugging away, even if we just tread water, to see the smallest changes. That's how it's been for me anyway. The forums here are good and bad, helpful and unhelpful. Take a break if you need, and we'll be here whenever you are ready to come back. But perhaps keep your psychologicist and psychiatrist because at least you have someone to vent to. Even if nothing changes. You matter hun
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