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Totally lost

SCORPIONSenior Contributor

Totally lost

I need help

Today all of the past few years came to the top.

My wife wants the person who occupied this body back the person she fell in love with.l have had gilmps of that Enterty but have no connection to him in any way.

Might as well be someone from ancient history. They died years ago and have never met them.

I love my wife and can't lose her as then have no connection to this world but how do I pretend to be someone I'm not and can't even pretend to be in emotions or action. I think I'm going to lose my wife and only reason to be.

HELP I tried to go and free her and the world of this thing that's me today and I don't know how to go back

Someone tell me it's ok or something I just am lost.

scorpion

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Unknown userMember

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Hi @SCORPION this sounds so completely overwhelming. I'm sorry that it's all come to such a massive collision today. I do think we all change, no matter whether or not we have MI or not. as we age and experience life its only natural that we change. If you met your partner young, im assuming they acutally wouldnt want you to still be a young adult...
You said that you tried to go and free her... does that mean you tried to end your life? are you physically ok? and are you safe right now?
Hearing how hard this must be!
Going to call in @Former-Member for some additional support, hope that is ok,
lj

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Unknown userMember

Re: Totally lost

Hey @SCORPION

You are in a bad way today, sounding very depressed. Do you have someone you can see this week? A counsellor?

It's easy to feel guilty about the impact of our MI on our loved ones. It's hard for everyone.

Try to take care of yourself and seek help this week. Recovery is a gradual journey of one foot in front of the other. You need someone (professionally trained) to walk beside you.

Hope you can get some sleep tonight and somehow it will be OK.

kind regards,

Frog

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

Re: Totally lost

How are you doing @SCORPION .... ? Can you check in with us here and just touch base ?

I don't think I have met you before .... I'm one of @Former-Member's forum friends ....

🦂👋

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Unknown userMember

Re: Totally lost

Hopefully you are ok @SCORPION thinking of you and hoping tomorrow is a better day and that you are able to get some more support, please look after you

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SCORPIONSenior Contributor

Re: Totally lost

Hi yes much to my own disappointment I'm still here my wife stopped my goal .
I will be sending my quack will check in with them in the morning. I should have some sleep but as always scares the shit out of me to sleep I know what is there.
Scorpion

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CatrionaBSenior Contributor

Re: Totally lost

Its great you're seeking help and using the support of our community. We're all here for you, and hope you get some rest.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Thinking of you @SCORPION, and I am glad you are seeking support, and your wife is there for you. I hope you are resting, even if you don't sleep.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

Re: Totally lost

Thinking of you @SCORPION,

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kefContributor

Re: Totally lost

I've started to hate sleeping too @SCORPION. Jump on to this forum whenever you feel the need, there are people on here going through similar experiences.

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