QueenieSenior Contributor
Feeling extremely vulnerable tonight
My friends are fighting with me over invitations for my gf and I commitment ceremony.
My family is refusing to talk to me.
Feeling really depressed.
Just feel like giving in and doing something I haven't done in years and for that, I feel really disappointed in myself for even thinking that way. I haven't harmed myself in years and I know if I were to do it now, I'd jeopardise everything I have in my life which keeps me going, but I still have the feelings yeah. Not proud of it and not looking for attention or anything, just venting. I think I'll let my gf take control of my medications for the time being.
😞 Thanks for reading