lothlorienElf93New Contributor
Struggling to feel sane and grounded
Lately I have felt like I am slowly losing grip with reality and no longer able to determine what is me, what is psychosis and what is whatever else happening in my life. My recovery has taken a massive hit as a result and so the spiral is only compounding. The majority of the family and friends supports stepped back years ago due to their own personal reasons. I am truly a the point of turmoil and no matter how hard I try, I can't get my recovery to stick, so the long term sanity can build that would help me resolve everything else. I am pushing as hard as I can to get access to professional pathways on the limited income I have but I feel most of the time I just get handed from service to service before things return to a true crisis state and others supports kick in. Not looking for someone to solve just want to know if anyone else has felt the same way and managed to come back from this point as I could use the hope and encouragement.