WestHavenCasual Contributor
I think the medication is making everything worse
I went to the doctor a few months ago and she said I had a low mood and high anxiety… and I’ve been on medication for a month now and I’ve never been more anxious, I keep waiting for it to kick in properly but I’m such a mess. I’m more distracted than ever, my heart hasn’t stopped racing for this whole week. My friends keep noting that I’ve been more unable to sit still than usual, and I’ve been hitting myself and throwing myself around. I just feel deeply unsettled constantly and it started getting worse after I’d been on the meds for about 2 1/2 or 3 weeks, is this normal? It’s unbearable, I’ve taken several days of of my part time job, and I kind of just want to lock myself in my room forever, it hasn’t helped with any of my prexisting issues at all yet, which were anxiety and executive dysfunction. But my parents told me to tough it out for another month? Because they can take like 8 weeks to kick in. I can’t live like this for another month. I can’t keep my attention on anything and I can’t make myself do anything. Should I stop taking them? It says not to do that, should I just go back to the doctor? I’m kind of too scared to do that but it’s for my own good so I should, right? Is this the normal experience?