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Groundhog day
Im a parent to two teens, and I live with estranged partner. Im not planning anything with regards to ending my life but the thought is coming up a lot.
The estranged partner is not contributing they are basicly my dependant as we share a mortgage. They used to pay the mortgage and contribute to bills, but have never really done any chores or cared for our children. Their parents have both passed in the last 5 years and they stopped working. I had given them some leeway but it has gone way too far for me. I am soo angry and sad. I am embarrassed to say our communication is so poor they always respond like I am their mother to any request so that I am either silent or lashing out.
Im also struggling financially, my pay basicly comes in and out in 1 day. My confidence and mood is so low I just cant get myself to source more work. Last time I had extra weekend work I got injured and I still haven't quite resolved the debts.
This is overwhelming stress constantly. On the outside I think I appear to be functioning. But Im just very sad and lonely. I was seeing a psych who moved on from the practise, but right now finances are so tight I cant afford chocolate let alone an appointment.
I just wanted to vent. I also want to know how I can get them to leave? I've asked.
