@peace
I'm sorry about the above I'm ok really...... It was just one of thoes moments i was crying i couldnt contact anyone i wasn't thinking clearly at all.
I actually left my husband 10months ago but he has been classed as no threat to the children and has contact with them mutiple time a week which means I do.
and his attitude has been good really good I was hoping he was on the right track not that i could ever go back but for the kids sake. the kids need there dad.
but last night i saw the dark side of him again.... it threw me mentally for 6..... a lot more then i thought it would.
it just proves to me that me starting therpy was a really good idea
sorry again