foolking34Contributor
Friend fed into a psychotic delusion and now I can't unravel it
This is gonna sound weird as and I apologise in advance. I have bipolar 1 with psychotic features. And one of my common delusions is that I'm psychically linked to a long dead celebrity. This celebrity is someone I'm obsessed with regardless of emotional state but when I'm manic it unfortunately means I get really weird about him.
My online friend unfortunately introduced me to the concept of spiritspousing which is where you're married to a dead spirit (or at least dating them) and I started to believe that and that I met him in a past life, but now I realise I might be having an episode (there are other signs like hypersexuality, overspending, lack of sleep and strange dreams).
But I've now ensconced myself in an online community dedicated to it who truly believe I'm dating the ghost of a long dead celebrity. And I don't actually know what to do to get out of the rut I put myself in at my most delusional.
What do I do now?