Alice in wonder syndome!

Lewis Carroll wrote...

I wonder if I've changed in the night? Let me think...was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the question is, WHO IN THE WORLD AM I??? Ah, that's the great puzzle...

Anyone else out there who feels they never know how they are going to be from one day to the next? Hopefully the difference we feel can be positive but for the last few days I've been out of sorts. Nothing has been easy since christmas really... bathroom leaked and had to be ripped out, had a car bingle which meant claiming on my insurance and walked downstairs to find myself in ankle deep water, hot water system exploded. Where does the money come from?

Just so tired, which always leaves me vulnearable to my flashbacks and such. Too exhausted to keep the barriers up, I guess. And so I begin to ask.. who in the world am I and does it even matter. Saw my psychologist and she suggested that I had reason to feel like this but I hate the instability of my thoughts. She did make me laugh when she advised me to keep doing enough to at least keep myself afloat, no pun intended ie hot water flood.lol

Anyway just wondering if anyone else is questioning themselves almost every day and what we can do about it... Bb.